I am sorry. I love you. You are my hero. Forgive me.

yet, out of the dust rises a single daisy.

I have been searching through all the things I have forgotten. Not only do I want to remember you, I would love to remember myself. Once, there was a girl who knew what she wanted. Now there is an empty shell begging to be filled. Fill me with knowledge, with hope, and with everything you hate. Indifferently, she will shrug you off, and realize life is worth more than this town. Life is worth more than anything she could buy. And she will never have to think about being lost. Because no matter where she is, she will always find home. Like a bird flying south, the compass always points north.

I HATE YOU FOR ALIENATING ME. YOU HAVE TAKEN SUCH DISINTEREST IN KNOWING ME, I OUGHT AS WELL BLOW THE FUCKING WORLD TO PIECES. MY MIND IS MUCH MORE THAN TISSUE, CONNECTIONS, AND ELECTRICAL PULSES. MY MIND IS MADE OF WHAT YOU HATE, AND I'LL USE IT AGAINST YOU UNTIL YOU DIE. DON'T FORGET YOU'RE JUST AN ANT, AND I AM WHAT YOU FEAR. A MILLION OF YOU COULDN'T COVER ME. A MILLION OF YOU COULDN'T TAKE ME DOWN. A MILLION OF YOU? WHO WOULD WANT THAT? A MILLION OF YOU WOULD MEAN A MILLION THINGS I HATE. AND HONESTLY, I WOULD HAVE TO FUCK YOU TO PIECES. THE CLOUDS WILL HOLD YOU HOSTAGE. YOU'LL NEVER SEE THE GROUND AGAIN. FUCK YOU IN EVERY SENSE OF THE WORD.

hate lacks loyalty.

i hate the way you stare, blank into my back. i hate the way you smile. i hate your dimples, and i hate your eyes. i hate that you hate me, and i hate your uneasiness towards life. i hate how you're do damn difficult! i hate that i spoil you, but i hate that you made promises to do so back, but all i got was this stupid t-shirt. i hate that you want to want me, but you don't want me like i want you. i hate your fucking hands and the way our fingers fit like puzzle pieces... the kind that don't match... that look like they do. i hate your small talk and your hair. i hate being number two when things aren't difficult, but number one when everything is going to pieces. i hate being the only one that really knows what you want out of life, but what i hate even more is that i hate that you don't know why i'm saying all these thoughtless, cruel things. i hate everything about you, especially your fucking arms. they reach and pull, but never towards me, and that's something that i just can't bare.

i hate everything about you, but what i hate most about you is that she's not me.
we're like water and fire, nobody wins. we're better off without.

What the fuck gives you the right to say you're better than anyone else? Last time I checked, you were fucking human. Guess that goes with the title? Over-bearing, underachieving, narcissistic, annoying, a complete asshole. When you finally get your head out of your ass, maybe you'll realize the world is much better off without you. If negativity promotes stupidity, then you're more negative than the back-side of two magnets. I'd much rather see you fail than watch you fly. Although, it would be nice to see you crash and burn... Never compare my energy to a fucking holocaust. Never compare anyone to anything you have no knowledge about. One day, you will realize the world doesn't stop spinning when your sheer ignorance blows your mind. One day, you'll take one step too far and fall off a fucking cliff. I would love nothing more than to see your eyes wide, full of fear, dying. You'd be my last mistake.

Throw yourself off a balcony. Land head-first. The emptiness will save your fall.